Yozersz people!

hmmm... ever experienced a time where you just don't know what you are feeling. It's like a whole bunch of feelings mixed up together. It's weird... @_@

I don't really know why but I feel... emptiness,anger,loneliness,happiness,lost,greatness,sadness,blurness all at the same time for some reason... whats that supposed to mean? I don't get it why I'm frowning so much either!! @_@ so hard to smile these days no matter how hard I try. I don't know why @_@ it's sooooooo weird haha

Well, I spent a whole day today with Woan Ni and her friends in her house. It was fun. I felt like I was one of them even though I was 2 years older haha. Felt very very very young again! ^_^

Yesterday I watched a Japanese movie called Returner. It was great! lots of action and very touching! main actors are KANESHIRO TAKESHI and ANNE SUZUKI and GORO something hehehe sorry Goro-san but I don't seem to be able to remember your name +( hehe

Kaneshiro is a half Japanese and Taiwanese. His father is a Japanese and mother is a Taiwanese. He was brought up in HOng Kong therefor being able to speak "FLUENT" Japanese, Cantonese and Manderine!! can you imagine that! haha anyways.

Just created a deviantArt account. If you wanna take a look just click here but just to tell you there is only ONE work in there hahaha. I'll be posting my stories there too when i actually do finish 1 haha.

Today at dinner time my father gave out some cards to each of us meaning my mom, my dad, my bro, my sis and me. Everyone obtained 3 cards and had to answer the question given. All the questions I got were... depressing questions... {MY GOSH!!!} >< haha..

1. how would you spend your last year of you life?

...hello...

I guess last night was the worst night I have experienced. I won't say why cause it's my problem ^_^'' No need for getting anyone involved. But there is one thing I've just gotta say...

If you really have a grudge on me, or you are pissed at me or you just despise me of who I am, Just tell me straight at my face please!!! Don't keep it inside you for so long... that when I find out like ages later, I feel like maybe everyone is just acting nice infront of me... Just an act... And I don't like to think it that way either. I won't get angry at you for telling the truth of who  I really am. I'll be as thankful as ever! So please... tell me...

And sorry netballers if I do leave you out at times... I'm a stupid and dumb captain who doesn't know anything of how to coach or how to cheer people up or how to give people enough support or anything... I'm the worst captain the team can ask for. We don't even have a proper coach... no matter how much I try to fill that place, it'll never fit me... And netball is like a sport where almost or maybe 99.9% of the school look down on.

[p/s: if you are pissed at netball you are pissed at me... so it's still best to just tell me straight...]

I'm just a little s***!

Yozersz!

Yozersz! Everyone! ^_^

To EOH members, I have set up a new forum for EOH. Its here

There is nothing in there at the moment. EOH members will become admins of that forum. So I need your opinions and advices. I'll be making a skin for it. I'll be able to make it when I get my computer all working and setted up again but it will take a while and I'm not even sure you all will like it haha ^_^'' Anyways juz tell me your opinions and suggestions by email or MSN or in school or SMS! ^_^

Today nothing much... Just managed to finish up most of my KH stuff! I'm soooo very very very very happy about that! heehee! BUT [why must there always be a but ><''] I still have my note book to complete and my exercise book hehehe [p/s: It's "MONTHS" out dated!] ^_^ v

+]Work for tonight/this weekend for me[+
-Math-
-Science-
-Geo- ><''
-Moral-><''
-SEJARAH!!- ><''
-BM tuition work-
-Update story[if possible (only 2 stories left for me... all my other stories got deleted together with my com... *cries*... thanks goodness I still have Torture ^_^'' and Bewildered Souls and EOH! ^_^)]-
-Scan Pics for me dad ^_^" [supposed to have done i during the holidays]-

I think that should be all... ><

Anyone still remember the 1 Beta forum? If ya do could you give me the add for it? I just hopw it hasn'e been deleted yet >< I'll try and do something about the 2 Beta forum but in the mean time please abandon it ^_^ heehee

Thats all! BYE BYE!